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8teen. HI♥. Dueces. Facebook? Leann Bugaoan.

It sucks how I wait up for my boyfriend just because he’s out partying & i’m at home doing nothing but being pregnant. 

How can you stay mad at the person you love?

I’m the type of girl who finds it very hard to stay mad at someone they love.. You know why? I’m afraid of losing him. I have every right to be mad, there would be no reason why  I shouldn’t be. But what comes to my mind when I get mad, is that I could lose him. Staying mad is your choice. Your choice to accept their sorry ass apology, or make them work for it. The risk of staying mad is that they probably won’t have the mentality that you do. So they tend to give up rather than to make things work. Instead they get mad that you’re mad. It’s so annoying to go through that. Like, why can’t you fight for my love, like how i’d fight for yours? An apology can go so far, but i’d rather see what else you can give or how far can you take it to get my love back…

I hate the feeling of getting too attached to someone. “Too much of a good thing can be a bad thing”.. I did not believe this till now. Every begininning of a relationship starts off on cloud 9. Making plans, trying to find ways to see each other everyday, non-stop texting, early phone calls at night just so you two can talk all night long, kisses every time you see each other.. until someone has gotten used to it. They start to feel as if it’s a routine or getting bored of it. While one is enjoy every minute of it and can’t get enough. Now, when you start to notice the littlest things have changed, starting to go missing.. it starts to bother you. Makes you think things are about to go wrong, you start to complain or act different towards them because of their actions. I hate this feeling…